Finally A New Beginning..

*4 months up*

Indeed this holiday is the best! I made so many friends, made many experience. I hanged out with my closest friends, and cousins. Felt the family closure. I learn how to strum a lil on the guitar, made some handmade stuffs, and I BAKE, brownies and cake batik! And yea, I worked in Kopitiam. 

Yes, this holiday had been incredibly awesome. 

Guess I'm ready!

Not exactly a new beginning. Just a new semester, where I'm staying in a brand new place. Yup, I've moved out from Kolej Kediaman 3 into someplace OUTSIDE from my campus. Scary it seemed.

Tomorrow, this is it, I will start my journey. Guess a new path awaiting for me to glide through. A little nervous though. But I know somehow someway. I'll make it through.

New semester,

 new year, 

new hopes,

 new challenges,

 new housemates, 

new faces(juniors),

 new competitions,

 new responsibilities, 

new chapter of life!

Hmm, I understand when they said that everything from the past are HISTORY and all you gotta do is MOVE ON. But what if, what if, you can't move on but you are pretending you do, just so people know that you aren't still dwelling in your past. Does it have to be like that?

Well, it can be difficult. No one said it isn't. To forget someone that once means so much to you. How can you? You can never forget anyone that means that lot. All you can do is smile and see them excel and let go!

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over. 

JienMay